Kevin Federline SPEAKS On Britney DIVORCE

by **J The Kidd** Thu Dec 04, 2008 10:11 pm

Now that Spears, 27, is getting her life back on track, they're
sharing parenting duties again – and Federline is ready to tell his
side of the story.

Do you remember when you first met Britney(?)
I met her at a
club in Hollywood, Joseph's. Our eyes met and that was it. We just hit
it off right away. I learned real fast how much of a whirlwind the
press and everything was.

What are your happiest memories of the marriage(?)
Well, getting married. I never thought that I would get married but it
wound up happening. That was a really, really, happy, exciting moment.
I pretty much realized that I was giving my life to her, and I was
doing it without question.

What went wrong(?)
It's hard enough to be in a marriage, and then have a kid, then kids,
it changes everything. For me, I'd become more concerned with my
children. Not that I ignored Britney, but my kids are always most
important ... I mean, we were having complications. I didn't give her
an ultimatum, but I was trying to work stuff out with her, and she
didn't even talk to me or anything and went behind my back and filed
[for divorce]. [I was] completely blindsided.

A lot of people assumed you fought for custody of the kids because of money.
My first question to [my lawyer] was, "Am I ever going to be able to
see my children?" I told him that I would spend every last dime that I
had to make sure that my children are okay. That's all that mattered. I
didn't know how much power Britney had. That really scared me.

How did you react in January when Britney locked herself in the
bathroom with Jayden and was later taken to the hospital on a gurney(?)
That whole night is a blur. You want to talk about one of my lowest
points of depression, that was probably one of them. I was very, very
worried for her 'cause I care about her. That's the mother of my
children. Just because I'm not in love with her doesn't mean that I
don't love her. I'm definitely rooting for her. There's nothing more
that I want than for her to be in the best health and doing what she
loves to do.

Are things getting better(?)
Oh, man, it's totally turning around. It works out that [the kids] get
to see her. There's structure over there, there's structure at my
house. We're trying to keep the same type of schedule. It doesn't have
to be completely perfect, but the foundation is there.